I seriously would like to know whats inside your mind.
May I open and read it.

The insecurity I felt is seriously to a level where I don't even know who am I anymore.
I cannot even drive because I tend to think alot when I'm driving.
It happens that I don't even know where have I gone. It's like losing control.
Why has this become a disaster.

I'm kind of regret to have asked that question.
We are what we are now.
How should I define the relationship between us.
I'm not very conservative and neither nor too open minded.
I club but not to an extent of having ons.
I drink but not with strangers.

In fact all these started and ended because of you.
I start to club and drink all the time since last year till this mid year was in fact you're the cause.
I stopped, also because of you asked me not to.
Now, I had the thoughts of regained my so-called conscious, I would love to have such again.

If I had another chance to turn back time, what will I do.
Hmm.. I wouldn't know...