Bypassers..

I guess this seems to be my silent listener.
And, I like it.
Just expressing what I wanted to.

Well. There you come to my life out of a sudden.. and now you're just leaving footprints behind.
Why are you ruining my life.
You stepped in, and now you choose to leave just like that?
Have you ever thought of how I would felt?
Are you just dropping by for a break?
Tell me!

You've played with it and seriously, it hurts.
How am I gonna mend it?
You know it's hard to sort out.
If you never had the intention in the first place, please don't do it!
Are you having fun playing?
It's not easy that we've came here.
And now, that's it?

What a life I have!
You tell me how can I sort this out?
How should I?
Why would I?
Where should I begin?

That's why I chose not to have start any freaking relationship!
Or perhaps, it's karma? Being the aftermath, I ended up with all these shit?
Is that what I've done in the past of say more than ten times and now I'm gonna face it more than that?
Is it I should regret for what I've done?
Is that so?

If we don't that step, will I be better off?
If it wasn't for this...
If you're not you.
If I took every opportunity I had.
Are we better off that way?

You and I unable to get through this either.
Hmmph...
I'm just too distracted at the moment that I couldn't concentrate a single thing.
How should I go through my papers?
Stop contacting me everyday.
I can't bear with the consequences.