as time goes by, i hate myself even more.
rather than blaming anyone.

being a human with feelings is not easy!
can i be someone without any feelings?
not to be happy or sad?
i can't.
can't....

received a tragic news today.
which makes me felt that our life is just too fragile.
do we stand a chance to choose the path we want to take?
can we?
sometimes i wonder, why do human have to go through ups and downs?
so does, aging.

already being tired as a twenty plus girl.
not to mention i still have way long to go.
fifty years down the road, if i'm still alive.