i don't know whether can i consider it as delighted? or wretched?
when you don't have it, you'll feel like owning it. but when you get to have it, you don't feel like owning it anymore.

i always ponder. how can i define love?
till now, i doubt everything. i don't know whether can i accept or stand firm on my principle.
memories are always the past. you might not know how to appreciate the present. but as time goes by, you'll realise how much it means to you in the past. as you will regret for sure.

recently, something keep buzzing my ears.
i don't know whether shall i follow my right or the other. my right tells me that i should remain as who i am and my left, murmured shall i change because of the existence of that person.

i recieved lots of love these 2days. but, was it just an imagination? i keep smirking whenever i'm texting. awaiting our date of candle night dinner. =)
well, do i really anticipate this? at the very moment i was being ask for a date, i was grinning.. :D
but, deeper thoughts makes me felt like this isn't it. everything will be out of expectation, perhaps.

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okay, things getting hot with rumoured gf/bf in the company!
playing safe was the yc! :D bet u soon have 1, trust me. ngek ngek ngek
well, will this lead to exactly what it rumoured? i supposed there's soon gonna be 1 getting reality. hehe..80% of chances. good luck to you both! :D

harrrr chewwww!!! hahaa... saja put here...
time to sleep~
good nite peeps!