Unspeakable sadness.

i wish i can be happy as i used to.
as i always be.
as people used to being deceived for my innocence and naive.

was so upset.
its been few days, tears flooding my eyes couldn't flow through my cheeks.
and at last,it does! for today..and last for half an hour.
so why?
i would like to know the answer as well.
me myself doesn't even know the reason why.

i may look normal and you'll never find out if i never tell.
people say i always keep everything to my ownself.
m not!
i'm just..dunno how to describe it.

it feels like many things bothering me.
what can i say?
homesick? studies? lovelife? friendship?
all, perhaps?

it's 4am !
my eyes is tired..i need some rest i supposed.

telling myself tomorrow will be a better day! =)