if i were to blurt out everything, do you think it's fine?
well, i shall have a second thought.
all this while i also can't evince myself well.
no one can ever truly understand what picture i'd paint.
i have difficulties in expressing myself.
i don't know how to show how much i'm into you. how much i care. i ...
sigh.

anyway, 2 words describes all. i'm desperate.
i'm introvert.
yet, i'm damn that desperate.
omg, save me!
i can't control myself. even in dreams of course.
i dreamt twice in a row that i'm attached and had a great relationship.
wow. if that happens in reality? could it be possible?
no. dream is totally opposite with reality.
i kept thinking the incidents happened last times.
did i regret of not being considering?
yeah, i knew it now. i did regret for bits!
this is what you get in the end.
being regretful.

however, ask yourself.
if it happens again, what will your answer be?
if you still care how your surrounding people judge you, i guess your answer will be the same.
but, can't turn back time.
sigh.

i miss my secondary school life.
sob.... :(